Hey Sportsfans
This update is coming to you late, but you didn’t know that until now.
I was readmitted to the hospital last Wednesday, got 72 hours of Chemotherapy and was released Saturday morning. I can’t figure it out, but I got to spend New Year’s Eve with friends and family, so that was good.
There’s been a lot of in and out and up and down lately. I’m grateful for every minute that I get to spend outside of the hospital and with my family. But it takes a toll on an old man. I like a good plan that I can stick to, but I’ve always found it fun and easy to roll with waves and take whatever comes – but this time around it really isn’t fun. I spent a lot of mentally preparing myself to spend Christmas alone in a hospital bed. I was ready. The family had alternate plans (and I was going to finish Christmas shopping after Christmas because I didn’t really have time this year) Then I get thrown back into a normal Christmas and everyone’s plans needed to be rearranged and I needed to be fit in. It was a adjustment.
The Doctor had told that next time I went in (after Christmas) I would be going in for the long haul. So I when I went in last week I was prepared to stay until February. Yet, 72 hours later I was back out, still scratching my bald head. New Year’s Eve was Christmas all over again – mentally. I have no idea when I’ll be readmitted – when I get a fever I suppose, provided it happens this time around. So I’m not even unpacking my bags. I took my meds and my PC out but the rest of it stands ready because I have no idea what to expect or when to expect it.
This Thursday is still the big day for info about what comes next. I really hope there are answers to be had or I’m going to feel like a sucker, building it up like this and coming back with no new info. Until then we go with the flow, eat up and watch hockey.
We are praying for you on this side of Ocean, Brian. I can only imagine the roller coaster ride of emotions with the shifting dates etc. Praying for you to remain resilient and reliant on the wisdom of good doctors and the Great Physician. Will be praying for you to emotionally be strong and flexible as you face the uncertainty of schedule and rest in the certainty of Grace and Love.