One of the hardest things to do in this battle has been to completely trust God. I know he is in control, I know what he has promised me but sometimes it is so hard to not come with my own opinions,  ideas and wishes. But I am trying to let go. I know his plans are best because they are his. 

On the bright side 

God is going to work his plan regardless of what I think or mean and we will win in the end.